I feel bad about last night. I shouldn't have thrown a temper tantrum. I shouldn't have spit out a cuss word right in his face. Yeah fuck you, it wasn't funny tough. T'was the first time that i actually felt mad at him, infuriated. I only saw red, and nothing else. I should give up, even if he still do love me- even if he had said so- it wouldn't be like it was anymore. Life is not fair, and never was.
I have split ends, i mean what the hell? even my hair is not happy? as i mention above, life is and never was fair. I mean i have Trichoptilosis here people! i repeat- Trichoptilosis! i swear i had never ever had split ends in my life. how the hell did i get split ends when i didn't even use my hairdyer for almost two weeks? how? i haven't been playing in the sun much either. Argh, this sucks. Did you know over combing your hair may lead to split ends too? oh shut up, i knew i had been over-brushing my hair nowadays. I wanna go out, Qbay anyone? No?
I have unhappy hair, unhappy stomach, unhappy heart- im eating too much sugar i tell you. I ate ice cream for breakfast and im thinking of skipping lunch. It's raining today, i don't think i could go out. Could i? if so, where? and i am moneyless for god's sake. I have zero money on me. Okay fine, 7 bucks. WTF could you buy with seven bucks la? Im thinking of cutting my hair- short. okay not shortshort, but just short? you digg? no?
gah, i should stop right? yeah, i should.
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