Cause there's beauty in the breakdown.

I’m sick and tired of this whole situation,
Here comes another fight,
Beating me down with the same conversation,
Don’t say you love me tonight.

Because i believe that there's always a good thing behind every mishaps.
There's always the day after the night.
There's always stars pierced in the dark night sky.
There's always rise in a downfall,
and i won't let you boys slash my ego, thank you.
Because that is all i have left, but broken.

You know, sometimes you say to convince yourself, even in the very worst situations. For instance, A serial killer with a chainsaw is hunting for you head. You'll pat yourself, everything would be alright, i would be safe. Eventhough, you know that you wont. Funny, how words could give you inner-strength, and destroy you at the same time.

Sorry peeps, that i haven't been updating much, i have to deal with my own shitfaced version of some hindustani drama, minus the actors, singing and dancing, and way to colourful clothes that makes your eyes feel like 20 litres of Chlorox went into your eyes. So anyways, where was i before i was so rudely inturrupted myself? oh yes- Sorry. So i was at Papie's office and i got bored and ran through some of his paper sheets. And what i read, i somehow find it very very interesting. Here i introduce you to Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs; funny how only until now i realize my mom and dad were ex-motivators and are still giving me motivation and support.

Observe, the human needs gets more complex as the pyramid goes up, see? And again, observe, if you take one need out, for example, you take the middle part out, wont the top part fall and crumble? won't you need to start building your pyramid back again? No?

If i was to rebuild my own pyramid, which i am now. I will not rebuild my need of belongingness and love needs. Amazing how easy this need could rip you apart. Friends backstabs, Love only comes with Hate, you wont go anywhere. Wouldn't it be easier to climb up your pyramid without negative statements and people pulling you down? Go ahead, judge me if you think im wrong. But before you judge, think again my friends.