Lesson learned. This post is dedicated to all the first formers. Welcome to highschool. Welcome to the real life life. Most of you would think this is a new beginning, a new start to find a better you, to find better bestfriends. And if you did thought about that. then you are a fool to do so. I've learned my lesson: Never trust anyone else but yourself, never leave your old friends for new friends. For they are your true friends that you would never find in highschool. Highschool friends, thank you - they'll backstab you, shun you, turn their backs on you, for boys, for popularity. they'll break you apart, crush you to pieces, and destroy the last of you when it's the time that you needed them.
If you are to judge me, then go ahead. i am nobody to tell you what to believe in. But this is what i believe in. Though as much as i try not to see red, i am only human. A weak, frail, vulnerable mortal. You are a fool if you claim yourself as a friend, though i am worst because i called you a bestfriend. Still, i maybe to kind to considerate your so called friendship. Too tolerant to forgive your hypocrisy. Humane - that would be the rod - a word driven from the word human. But human the word itself is defined as imperfect. Callousness is what i've been inhibiting for too long, im wasting my motherfucking energy on you. Let this heartless individual out for once, let it go. Now that this heart is empty. i wont regret losing someone like you, though i did regret knowing you.
"Kawan datang dan juga pergi, ada juga yang kembali,
Biar pun mati, biar pun mati." - hujan - empayarmu."
Sorry, but its yourself that forced me to write all of this down. Aku takmau cari gaduh, tapi since hang duk buat talam dua muka, aku nak ucap terima kasih banyakbanyak lah wei. Goodluck jadi popular.
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