Can't sleep tonight.
I just can't, two nights straight, dreams haven't been so welcoming.
Things i know i will never be able to share, they kill.
I haven't been so down, for such a long time.
It's half a year, i missed my past.
The future seems promising, but my brand new past keeps pulling me back.
I keep holding back, how can we move ahead in this backward motion?
Fighting agaisnt the current isn't as easy as it always had be,
i had friends on lifeboats who'd kept me up, not letting me drown in life's cold unfair tricks.
Now without them, keeping afloat is like running backwards in a race,
At this rate, i'll never get to the future.
I'm packing, i'm leaving, i need too.
I have to move on,
The future is promising, my past had betrayed, the present's full of doubt,
I am moving on,
I'm not ready, but heck, i have to.
The past had rejected me, refused to accept.
I am the unwelcomed nightmare that i keep on getting.
That same old nightmare i keep getting half a year ago.
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