Dammit, i have no idea what's happening,
I woke up telling myself, your life needs some adjustment to it,
Well there ARE definately things that are wrong about my life and i at this point,
No really, i insist i shall list it down:
1) I've been sleeping at 2am everyday, waking up the next hour wondering would i wake up the next hour wondering the same thing.
2) I've watched 3 Japanese drama series which is UNFORGIVABLE.
3) I know what idiot is in Japanese, which is DOUBLE UNFORGIVABLE.
4) I hate taking showers nowadays.
5) Been dreaming way too much.
6) I am wasting my time over a boy that i love and doesn't even exist.
7) I've just stated number 6, dammit. Don't even ask what the f do i mean by it.
8) Been doing to much unecessary thinking.
9) I've just screamed at myself that i've finished the last bottle of Vitagen.
10) Haven't been studying for futures, but been wasting time thinking instead of working on it.
11) Losing track of time. The last date on my time-bomb calender was 23rd November. Hell, it's the 12th od December now.
12) I'm half-obsessed about listing.
13) The last thing i listed down were names of my childhood friends, and how happy they are now.
14) I'm the only person that i've listed as 'fucked up' in that list.
15) I fucken miss my friends.
16) Come to think of it, do i even have one? Damn.
17) I don't know what i want to do about the future. and i don't even think i want to go to the future.
18) I'm scared to start again.
19) I think my social life had just extinct.
20) The fact that I'm writting this down. That is something definately WRONG about me.
Help.
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