Honestly, i can't tell.
I actually woke up sitting- gasping, and breathing heavily. My vision swam. What happened? What time is it? How long was I out? I checked my room, it was already dark. How long had i been asleep?
Hell, my head hurts. I tried to stood up, and that wasn't such a good idea. The world began spinning. When was the last time i had headaches like this? Never, i had never. I grabbed the chair and tried to balance myself. God, what is happening? My eyes hurt, my body ached. I sat on the edge on my bed, trying to wake myself up. I rubbed my eyes using my hands as an attempt to open them. It did worked, but it took a few moments for me to adjust my sight. Even in the faint evening light coming through my bedroom window, i felt like the light was blinding.
Seriously, what the fuck is happening? Am i fucking turning into some freak vampire or something? I snorted at that thought and gave myself a sardonic smile- eyes closed. Hell, i should've wore my glasses since the first time the doctor told me to do so. I guess my eyesight is becoming worst now since i've been straining them. I am exhausted. School haven't been helping much, and i knew i haven't been sleeping well and doing too much reading.
The pressure is on. This is only the beginning, i can't lose now. I will never let failure look down and laugh at me ever again- never again. I'll do whatever it takes, already. Even if that means i have to wake up everyday feeling shitty like this.
If you want to play this, I'll play. You just wait and see.
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