The top 10 things i now truly regret doing this year:
10) Not join much Judo comp.
Yes, i know. I really really miss judo. I miss the adrenalin rush you get when you step into the mat. I miss letting go on all the tension held on my shoulders by chocking every single person i get the chance to. I miss being the small and deadly one. I miss how judo keeps a check on my weight every month. I'd gained a lot of weight this past few months. And please don't ever mention about the Kata thing again. It's heartbreaking. I don't even think Sensei would give me another chance next year, i blew it off this year and last year already.
9) Watching Anime.
Kurosaki Ichigo. I HATE YOU. If i will ever flunk my papers again, i will kill you. Seriously. I hate you, dammit. I hate hate you. But then again, I don't really regret watching Bleach. It was the one that gave me back my spirit to pick my pen back up and start drawing over again after i gave up two years back.
8) Not save up money earlier this year.
I'm fucken broke. Enough said.
7) Not take up Biology/Maths tuition.
Yeah, i'd dropped Addmaths earlier this year. I didn't see any improvement nor any changes after going to tuition. And god, why oh why did i thought Bio tuition was unecessary? Biology marking schemes is a pain in the ass. What the fuck do they want from me?
6) Buying unnecessary things from Popular.
Yes, so me and Faris had (and we still do have) this fetish on entering Popular without leaving empty-handed. Let's see what i bought so far this year from popular. I bought this really one cute bookmark for 6 bucks. 3 packets of 200pieces of sticky notes for 5 bucks each. I've bought a packet of erasers, there's 4 of them in it for i think 4 bucks. I've bought this really one nice sticky mark that you can put at the edges of books, i have no idea what the call it, i think it's around 6-7bucks. I've bought tons of useless correction tape. Oh and the last time i went there i was this really nice One Piece mug, maybe i should go get one. hoho (shoots self)
5) Yes here comes the top 5. Pushed most of my friends away to concentrate on studies.
This was a bad idea. I miss my friends. I need them. But i knew i couldn't balance them both this year. So i had to be selfish and cast them aside for a while. I truly am sorry, guys.
4) Not going to Baskie's classes.
His classes are on Sundays this year. So i became fucking lazy to go. I missed a lot of my form 5 stuff. You can actually say i have zero knowledge on form 5 chemistry. I can't remember them at all.
3) Drinking too much coffee just now.
I think i drank about 4 or 5 mugs just for today. Now i feel dehydrated.
2) Getting too much of evening sleep this year and last year and last last year.
Oh my god. Now that SPM is just inches away, i felt like i wasted so much time. Plus, all those hours sleeping, i could have done something else better with it. It made me soft, man, soft. I can't even handle two rounds around Padang Perdana, what the hell.
1) And drumrolls please, the top on my list is: Skipping school this year.
Before the timetable changed, i used to skip well let's see.. Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Thursday. And oh, ocassionally on Fridays too. So yes, to sum it up, i kinda only go to school on Mondays this year, skipping most of my Chemistry and Biology classes. No wonder. i shall not complain further on how i suck so much in these two science subjects. I've skipped about 67 days this year i think.
So that's about it.
How life has to move one. I should go continue reading Chemistry for tomorrow.
I'll do my best!
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