Two more years.

Last night.

No izati, get up. Don't sleep, at least read through your sejarah and then you can sleep. Get up izati, get up. READDD! I bet im not the only person on the face of this planet that talks to herself, right? And i bet im not the only one that do listen to my ownself, wrong? Could be. I was so tired, and the clock shows that it's 11.55pm, it's almost 12. I don't usually stay up late on weekdays. I couldn't even lift up my eyelids, i was very tired. But i kept forcing myself to try, and so i got up from bed and reached out for my Sej text book on the table. I went through the whole first chapter for form 3 and 4 chapters for form 2. I did a bit of maths revision, on polygons. And then i couldn't anymore, i needed sleep. Real bad. By that time, it was 3.15 am. Shit, i only have 2 hours more to sleep. So i flicked the lights off, and burried my face in the pillows and forced myself to sleep.

Morning.
i woke up with a light-headed feeling. i checked my phone. Oh fuck, it's a quarter to 6. I am late, and im going to be late if i don't wake up now. But i couldn't i still feel so restless. I hope late night revisions are worth it. To tell you the truth, i had never in my life stayed up until morning doing revisions for exams. Took shower, and then pack my things. Two unread texts, one was from Syafiq, wishing me goodluck for my exams. Thanks syaf, i wanted to hit the reply button but then i remembered im out of cred. Damn, i have to go top up again today. In the car, i stole a quick nap. It was short, seriously. The distance between my house and the school seems to feel shorter everyday, you can't even feel the traffic anymore. I reached school, and woah i felt like a zombie walking. I swear i would throw a temper tantrum if last night wasn't worth it.

School.
"Number 24!", oh that's me. wait, wtf NO. i am not sitting there, takmauuuu. "FCK, why me? sure you guys counted the tables right? Sure that's my place?", i said. "Yes." "Nononononono, i am notttt sitting there, you hear me. I AM NOT." fourty years after i raved on about how i don't want to sit in front of the teachers table, i found myself sitting there. holding a pen, ready to sit for my first paper-Bahasa Melayu. "Ah let's just fck this thing, i don't motherfcking care. I just want to sit through this." BM was good, was okay. Not as hard as i imagined. Then, Had Maths. Screw it, i am soooo not ready for this. and there i was holding the question paper in my hand. Praying to dear god that i would ace this one. And shet, it was motherfcking easy. I didn't even use the calculator, aha i wanted to but i thought to myself wouldn't it be fair for me too if i don't use my calculator like BJ students. I did my maths without even worrying, and finished early. I checked my answers for the billionth time and then only Azlina collected the papers back. After recess was another hell to sit through, Sejarah. i said to myself, "Fck, if you don't get atleast a B for this paper, i swear i'll make mom send you to tuition." Yes, i said that to myself, mind you i hate extra classes, they're unnecessary. Sejarah was okay, not too hard. But im not hoping for much really. a B atleast, that's all i ask for. Last paper for today was siviks, and was fcked up easy. Piece of shitcake. I finished so early that i had nothing to do for the rest 50 minutes.

Funnyfunny thing happened during Siviks paper. So i was finished answering, and had nothing to do. So i was banging the table and all. And then Chan Bee Chin got pissed and stared and me, so i stopped banging the table. one minute later i got understressed again, i felt like drawing. So i looked fo a paper, and failed to find one. I started drawing on the table instead. and again, Chan Bee Chin saw and was like "Aihhhh, padammm. Why you conteng the table. Cannot you know, it's school's property." So i rubbed of my masterpiece. And fck i gave up, so i started sitting crossed legs on the chair, then put my legs down, then crossed legs and again. And started doing random stuff. For instance, i took my pen and was shaking it up and down. Chan Bee Chin stared and me and i guess she gave up and started collecting the paper. AHA, take that! :P

After school.
Mr. Ooi gave my maths exam paper back. guess what? i got 94/100. told you it was easy, haha. Me, Reena, And Yasmin were waiting at the front at our usual spot. And Reena started going kuku for a very long time. "sad that you're stuck with a friend like me huh?" she said. "Sad that we're stuck with dickhead, innit?", i said to her. "Pussyheadddd." "HAHAHAHAHA, wtffff?", yasmin. i started laughing so hard that i was actually rolling on the field. Tibatiba. xDD
I love Sggs well at least friends here, i am nottttttttt moving to BJ ma, yeah you heard me. I AM NOT GOING TOOO. :D